Today I am feeling Jane's death with the force of an earthquake. I am devastated over losing my beautiful sister, and the horrible circumstances of her final months and days. I am not going to "go on" about them anymore, as I have already discussed these things in detail. The realization of everything that happened, and the overwhelming sadness that I feel about my sister are just too much to bear at times. I have not slept well or normally in many months, because of all the suffering and neglect that I witnessed. It will take a miracle to be able to move on from all of this. I am also working non-stop in my career, as well as venturing into other areas of writing and publishing with some real viable success, but it just does not take my heart or mind off of Jane and the last year that we experienced together. I gladly do alot of volunteer work for the elderly and the terminally ill, I'm in the gym 4 days a week, and I have many interests and hobby's, but they just do not really help at all in easing the heart-break that I feel over losing my sister. My friends, Alanon and church help, but this is an incredibly trying time in my life. I miss Jane very much, and I am still inconsolable over her tragic story and death. I know that I have posted many of the same pictures of Jane, but that is because they are my favorite photos of her, and I want everyone to keep seeing her warm smile and compassionate eyes. Thank you for reading our post today. Love and Light to you.
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