Jane......Dear Jane. I know so many people wonder how all of this happened to you. I know so many women (and even some men) who are married and secure, have never worked a day in their life, and have it very easy. They stay home until their married and never go out in the real world on their own. They are always nurtured and provided for and never go without. I don't think that these individuals would have made it for one week, let alone the many years you made it, despite all of the incredible hardships that you faced.
If they had been stuck in a disastrous and abusive marriage (hypothetically speaking), made to live in a house with no hot water heater, no heating oil, no car, no hope and no way out, just what would they have done? It's so easy to judge and make comments when you don't have to deal with these overwhelming misfortunes. I am so glad that my sister Jane made it out of that hell, and made a home for herself somewhere else. I'm also grateful that Jane was so much closer to me, so that we could reunite and spend time together. Jane had her faith, and it was true and sincere. Religion is something you find and practice, it is not something that you "buy" and abuse.
HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING, YOU UNDERSTAND......
Shame on you, you cheap hypocrites and fraudulent individuals who live a double-standard way of life.
Those of you who drink alcohol everyday, (but everyone else is an alcoholic)......
Those of you who still "party" "recreation-ally" (even though you're middle-aged yet)......
.....And for those of you who take "prescription" drugs every day, (but everyone else is an addict not you, right?)......
Those of you who have multiple children by multiple different spouses,( born out of adultery,but everyone else is a dead-beat, a slut or "easy" right? )......
Those of you who physically and verbally abuse your own family members, (and then its swept under the rug, or "payed" off right? )......
Those of you who cheat, lie and gossip about everyone else, and never face the truth about yourself and your pathetic family...... shame on you.
Those of you who betray and abandon your own dying mother over money, addiction, and other issues, that the very same people that you coddle are all guilty of......shame on you.
Who do you think you're fooling? The God you claim that you believe in but betray every day? There is nothing worse in this world of ours than a hypocrite. So sit back and down another pill with some alcohol, talk trash about everyone else, sit with your "family" (some of them born in and out of wedlock while still married to others...but... its acceptable behavior for you, just not for anyone else), talk about your happy memories of beating and abusing people with your cheap violence and hypocritical holier than thou mouth and have a laugh as you look at yourself in the mirror. Everyone knows your dirt now. When you go back to that town, and have the nerve to show your fake faces, you can be sure that everyone there knows the truth about you now too. Thank you for reading my hypothetical words today. Love and Light to you.
