"YOU CAN NOT BUILD A HOME, WITHOUT A FOUNDATION"

    ......" BUT NOW IT"S GONE,   IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE,   WHEN YOU BUILD YOUR HOUSE,  CALL ME,  CALL "
 
             Living in a house with no hot water heater,  and without heating oil half of the month.  Living in a house with broken windows and doors that don't lock anymore.  Existing in a house with  alcoholism and  many other issues.  Living in a house that you are ashamed of,  and don't know why it is the way it is.  This is not a home.  There is no "building" foundation.  There is no "foundation" to "build" with.  It took a long time, but I broke this cycle in my life.  This cycle unfortunately continued into Jane's marriage,  which became a disastrous time of choleric physical and verbal abuse directed directly at Jane,  and led to a road of an unsecured and uncertain future.
             I must make it clear,  that there was never any violence or physical abuse in our family,  this is what Jane married into.  Although we lived in very poor conditions, my parents were never physically abusive or violent to each other, or to us, ever.  I will make sure that Jane's abuse and suffering will be told,  and will not be swept under the rug.      Thank you for reading this post today.  Love and Light to you