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My lovely sister Jane, on a visit I made to her around Christmas of 2008
(Sorry about the photos "appearance", but I had to take it out of a photo album to scan and post it) |
The month of January will never be the same to me again, after what my sister Jane and I went through together, and Jane's passing on the 25th of that month. The 25th of any month will never be the same for me again either, but, I have printed this all before, and I don't want to go into that sad and tragic time once more. Above is a photo that I took of Jane, I'm sorry for the appearance and quality of the photo, but as I have printed above, I had to take it out of a picture album, to scan and post it. I'm trying very hard not to dwell on that horrific last month that we passed through together as brother and sister. I was not the one who suffered all of that "un-wordable" emotional and physical pain that my beautiful sister had to endure, so I'm not complaining. But, I saw what it did to Jane and it has hurt me deeply, and those images still haunt me today, almost one year after losing my sister. I'm trying to only remember Jane from photos before her battle with cancer, like the one above, but I still must honour her for the bravery, courage and motherly love that my she showed me throughout that devastating time, and especially so the last month of her life. I miss my sister Jane so much today, that it hurts. These are my heartfelt and honest feelings today. Thank you for reading our words. Love and Light to you.
